"Tired"

The most exhausted features about her is her heart and body. She is tired of putting others before herself and getting nothing in return. She is tired of getting left on read, waiting anxiously by to see if she is important enough for your response. She is tired of feeling as if she is not enough, that her thick thighs and curly hair take away from her beautiful personality. Sometimes she thinks that she should be like the other girls, but then she realized how tiring it is to be the same as everyone else in the crowd. She is tired of crying over people that do not care about her. The boys that have tossed her aside, the broken relationships, the everlasting heartbreak tattooed on her like a scar. She's tired of being played, made to think that they liked her but all they really wanted was a hookup. She is tired of being thought of as that kind of girl. She is tired of you and your lies, of you not caring about her, and most of all she is tired of walking on broken glass. She is tired of the fake, the people around her that play pretend when all they really want to do is scream out. She is tired of watching them all walk off with someone better, prettier, skinner. Her eyes are tired of crying, her body is tired of the abuse, her heart is tired of being given away to people who constantly abuse it. She's tired of trying to repair it, she really is. Her body is tired of falling down, of waiting for an embrace only to find out that no one would never come. Her arms are tired from waiting, and her body is cold from all the lonely nights. She is tired of the people, the mean, fake people that she has to encounter everyday. She is tired and broken, in need of someone to pick up the pieces and put them back together until she isn't tired anymore.