Giuliana

"Come home with me"


My darling, you're doing nothing tonight, I know it. You're on the verge of heartbreak, falling apart, coming close to insanity. It's obvious you've fallen oblivious to your fatal heartbreak; you've let it consume you. I don't want to come across as a blunt son-of-a bitch, but he doesn't deserve you, he never will. If he's willingly hurting you, over and over again, then he doesn't see what worth you have. Telling him "Its okay" when he apologizes doesn't mean bullshit. You're just telling him it's okay to break your heart, that what he does is okay. Seeing you cry, laying in your pillow all night, while he's sleeping with some other woman isn't okay. He's running from you, and you're running even faster but in the wrong direction. My God, when will you realize that I've been waiting here, ready to love you, ready to fall so far down that it'd be impossible to climb back up. Sometimes we have to fall, to face the wrong, the right, the hardships, the happy moments. You need to look into your past and forget everything he has ever said, everything he's ever done. Stop denying yourself, you're much stronger without him and you know it. You were stronger then, and you'll be stronger again. Wanna know why? Because I believe in you. I believe in the power of you, the power of time, of healing. You don't always have to be the repairer, because then you'll refuse ever needing repair. Now stop saying no, and start saying yes. Yes to the adventures, yes to the roller coasters that show up. Say yes to us, even to the possibility. I've never been more infatuated with someone that couldn't be mine, and it has practically murdered me everyday. I don't want to see you love him, a man unworthy of your love. A man that has screwed you over, given you the wrong impression of love. So please, my darling, come home with me. We don't have to do anything, but just be in each other's presence for the night. Not being alone after all we've been through, well it's the best for us. I'll always love you more than you'll ever know, more than he did. So just please take your first chance, please say your first yes, please have your first adventure with me. Because isn't that what loves about? Living the adventures and riding the roller coasters with the person you love. Please say you'll come my way, if even not tonight, than please any other night. I promise darling, I'll wait a lifetime for my moment with you. Just please tell me what you're thinking in that pretty mind of yours."


"Yes."