I

Think this was not suppose to happen to me

I

Heard myself say the words

out loud

I

Endeavoured to be a good wife and mother

I

Am an artist first a woman who cares for you

I

Hope you will remember I tried my best to love

I

Don't know what else I am cuz I was not told

I

Remember faint memories none of it added up

I

Think this might mean something in the long run

I

Really wanted it all to be okay for the five of us

I

Ask your forgiveness I accept that you will not

I

See that it is a strange world and it is all open to interpretation

I

Say it's okay that in the end everything will be clear

I

See that the mirror is a false image for now

I

Know that the day will come and all will be righted

I

Am sorry I hurt you