Jada Bonner

Russian Roulette

Her cold hard eyes staring in mine

She was wondering if I would give up,

In this game of Russian Roulette

The guns were aimed at our hearts that were full of love,

Mentally stimulated but emotionally scared as hell

My care for her grew and my lust for her fell,

If either of us pulled the trigger and got unlucky

It wouldn't prove anything about whether or not she loves me back,

A dangerous way to love,

But a courageous way to love,

Facing her with this gun makes me wonder how it's love,

And I can't put my finger on it

But my finger is on the trigger,

And I pray the one bullet doesn't pierce her,

If I quit she won't think I'm worthy

But then again what does all of this prove,

Staring in her eyes not sure what to do,

Trying to find the answer I got lost in her eyes

Tired of love making me feel like I'm losing my mind,

I put the gun down and just told her I love her

But she pulled the trigger, the bullet hit me and she left me for another.