Drugs

All of my hallucinogens and depressants

Couldn't take me to where she rested,

No amount of time could be invested in expecting the unexpected

Her value couldn't be lessened,

Her hand is more than a blessing

Her mind is like a Neverland

Invitations only to Neverland

Never landed in such thought provoking beauty

Or have been more willing to allow another human to use me

Never have I ever wanted love to consume me.

I'll have to die and come back to not believe this is a movie.

These emotions are intrusive

My deepest fears have been awoken,

Words are said in my head

Cause they'll bring fear if they are spoken.

She'll turn the other way if I make the forward motion,

But she'll turn and run to people who break her and feed her poison.

Dammit.

I wish these hallucinogens and depressants could take me to where she is.

If I got her to love me back, homies wouldn't believe this shit.

The belly of my beast is empty,

So if I got the chance it would be more than tempting

It's a responsibility some people don't understand,

There's nothing more beautiful than a heart in your hand.