Jada Bonner

Loaded Guns

I'll take you as you came and love you till the morning sun.

My confidence has been drained and you're the bullet to my gun

When you leave in the morning scream "murder"

But only if you decide to not come back and your faith in me is no longer of service


Note: if you did leave I wouldn't commit suicide because hypothetically the homicide was committed When I looked in your eyes and your silence said that you're finished end note


As a bullet, you have the responsibility

As the gun, I have the power we need,

It's scary to need something

But as soon as I seen you smile I knew I would need the "something"

That only your smile contained

My hands sweat because you made me nervous by the way your lips said your name


Straight cocaine


I'll take you as you came and love you till the morning sun

I said you're the bullet to my gun because you're the only one

That can hit me where it hurts the least

Which means it's gonna hurt the most

Because the tables will be turned and

"Us" is the closest thing to hope


So I'll take you as you came and love you till the sun burns out

No need to leave in the morning and cause commotion or shout

Just stay here

Wrapped in my arms

I'm no longer scared I will cause you harm

Or be too needy

Or give too much

Just the right balance delivered in a touch

As you roll over to say good morning and that you hope I never leave

My reassurance is a kiss

Then I woke up out of my sleep........


...... Feeling sorry for myself

I felt my heart stop it's beat

Feeling the frustration build in my head

I rolled over

Honestly the loneliness of being single is bittersweet

Feeling the frustration build in my head

I rolled over again

I rolled so many times I rolled off the bed

Laying on the floor now trying to figure out what it means

Because this is the third time I've had a similar dream

Trying to spare the embarrassment of thinking about you

If i told you how I wanted to feel the results would be embarrassing too.

So I'll take you as you came

And love you past the morning sun

"The best thing" you will remain

Symbolized by a blank loaded gun.