Got it Bad

You put me through a whirlpool of emotions

You probably hopin’ that I’m somewhere drownin’ in the ocean

You probably think I’m drunk – Smokin’, Chokin’ on the potion

Truth is I’m just chillin’, feelin’ out the moments.

Tell me what the hell is wrong with thinkin’ it could go right

Shawty says I’m staring too hard at the light

But I ain’t really fighting hard enough in this fight

I’m just letting shit flow until I’m out of all the spice

Until we’re out of life

No longer rockin’ mics

Light a match to it all and then watch the sparks fly,

Watch a baby girl sing, a pretty thing is new life

And I don’t need to stress, as long as I can write.

You say you want it all,

Well I don’t have it right now.

You see I’m workin’ hard

I’m havin’ problems right now.

I need a solution

Something to dilute this,

I’m holdin’ on tight because I’m not tryna lose this

I should let go a little ‘cause I’m making bruises

You say I’m a monster but there are no conclusions

This shit is so useless,

Why we actin’ foolish?

You know that this shit hurts, so tell me why you do this?

The proof is 100 when they say I got it bad

We went to the mall I let you throw it in the bag

Got you chillin’ at the house and I let you meet my dad

Look how far we’ve come, I thought this was more than what we had.

It’s sad,

How you call me crazy

Make me thing I was the only one that wanted a baby,

You know that when I didn’t call I wasn’t tryna be shady,

When I ask if you love me you reply with a maybe

And lately,

You’ve been distant

You stay cleaning the kitchen

Acting like I don’t know you

And can’t tell when something’s missin’.

In me, you confided so I have all your marbles

And just know I got your back, I’m stickin’ with you like cargo.

But you don’t think I know?

Your friends all hate me

Your sister was tryna date me

Your mom stay actin’ shady

She’s still a hell of a lady.

Our love is like a flower grown in the concrete,

Hard to believe

But we both knew it’d be best if we planted the seed.

And look what it grew to be, you see the soil isn’t spoiled

You had me around your finger like I was a fuckin’ coil.

Bu there’s good in the bad because you treated me royal

You put up with mind games when I was tryna be Doyle

We were tryna be cordial

You said I wasn’t loyal,

And these chicks in my face only made the water boil.

Damn. Tell me where I lost you.

At what point did this relationship start to cost you?

I got you

I always have shawty

You say you tired of fightin’

Give me the gloves and a bag shawty

You see it in my face you’re the best I ever had

My hands around your waist

Not letting go, got it bad.