Intentions

My intentions aren't to scare you away

After this I will remain in my place.

My days are a daze

because of these unexplainable emotions that I've been feeling.

They contain themselves with walls but no ceilings.

As an angel I've addressed you

now I feel its time to impress you

I'm unorganized,

Write uneven lines,

Have a non-worshiped divine,

and all of this confusion in my mind.

Let me remind you

that this is the last time

I will be misplaced.

I understand the rules in place,

but there are no rules in my mind's place of play.

I have to apologize because I know you wanted no part in this.

It seems like I'm trying to initiate you into some type of cult because I put my heart in it.

I have a tendency to go heavy on the recruiting.

But you seemed so familiar and your smile was so soothing.

Truth is...haha I know right, finally.

I seek someone who is down to earth cause my mind roams like spaceships.

I'm impatient and when I'm up I feel like I can face it.

("it" being the world and I know, baby steps.)

but when I'm down and my heart is in the shadows,

everything is an illusion and everything I've put together unravels.

like right now...

I just realized I make everything about me.

I never asked you how you feel or the things in life you'd like to see.

No strings attached,

Because as simple human beings we have no written obligations

no matter the relations.

I try not to be possessive because that's probably one of the biggest mistakes.

It's a craft to love someone like I love you, so I'm cool while I just wait.

Of all my bummy letters I have to admit this is the best,

my intentions are to love you, when you're happy, or you're stressed.

And every other emotion in between.

This is the corniest shit ever but in my mind, you're a queen.

I said no possession but didn't include obsession because I feel like i'm a lot of types of crazy for you.

Of course my dream is for you to be crazy about me too.

But we know how dreams don't usually come true.

shit...

Well anyways

I hope now we're on the same page

no more flippin' without permission

unless it's in the same ways, I understand.

but what I'm really trying to say before this shit gets too long

is that, I can be in love with you

for in that, there are no rights and no wrongs.