Sorry

Sorry somehow became my favorite word. I got so used to saying it alongside every question I asked and every suggestion I made. This five letter word no longer meant I was seeking forgiveness for something I knew was wrong. Instead I say sorry so that others know I'm not trying to be a burden. I hate to make the load heavier to cause even the slightest of irritations but it's only because I know I've been a burden since the day I was born. An unexpected whirlwind that changed my families life. So all I can say is I'm sorry I try to hide my tears and suffocate my screams as if I'm not here. I'll be gone soon I've got less than two years. I pray that I make it out alive not to disturb the roaring lion inside.

~K.G.