2015 = Year of the 8

It's been 7 years since my first spiritual awakening and 2015 will be the year of the eight for me. I will be turning 26 =8, 8 years growth, 2015= 8. I have committed to making this year a true build or destroy year. I believe this is the year for me to manifest in the body what I have dreamed in mind. I understand that fulfilling these ideas of grandeur, may indeed require a lifetime but this is the year I work consciously towards it, every single day from sun up to sun down. Many may say this is just the process of getting older and that's fine to assume. However, I believe in no coincidences. I believe, what was started so many years ago was for great reason. I understand my purpose to be different from everyone but still aligning with everyone, in a beautiful collage of sorts.

What I am here to do and have so often imagined, will be done. I have no doubt about that now. If by chance my purpose exceeds my physical life expectancy, then I shall carry on as dust and the wind shall be my vessel. If by chance the wind exhales its final gust, then the sea shall be my bed. I will drift from shore to shore reflecting a limitless sky. Until the darkness swallows me whole; and it will be there that I will shine again for a million lost souls temporary in flesh. I will not stop! I will bring forth the light through every body that holds me. Shining brighter than Sirius all the while. I am the light itching to grow without cease, touching everything like a precocious child without fear. Love will be so, creativity will be so, endurance will be so, change will be so. This is the year, just like every year before, that will break me or make me. I will be tested and I will cry. I will make mistake but I will also fly. I am in no condition to quit now. Looking back on all I've been through, believing it was for a cause, knowing its time to make that so.

Everyday I will make a conscious effort to improve some portion of my life for the better. Developing my writing, working out my written routine, studying harder, practicing balance between self and others, staying present, applying focus, exceeding my goals, maintaining self control and resistance, using logic and emotion to achieve peace.

I'M-possible!

(as it is written, let it be so.)

- C. B. Simpson