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Compassion Is Her Meaning






“As a novice writer, “her” alluded to this lass who I quite look up to because of who she genuinely is from inside. I always wanted to write a true piece for her and how she managed to be noted to my heart and of her surroundings. “




Chapter 1



In The Dark


In a neighbourhood where all families dwelled closely and avidly to one another, each household offsprings went to their relative places and play with their cousins, with their wild imagination and whimsical thoughts of their superhero journey.


In one of the houses, a daughter of a loving lieutenant and a bewitching self thought artist usually went out to have her venture with her paternal side cousins. Her cat like features and sharp smile to all, but inside she was full of purity and innocence like her beloved mother, and selfless like her father. Her adorable exterior appeared to be more charming as she inborn was blubbered; the bangles she wore usually got stuck before her thick forearms, that made her hands more exquisite, she wasn’t rail nor depressed.


A girl full of joy and euphoric energy spreads to her relatives and her blank minded was made fun of. People who understood her acknowledged her clarity from world’s dirt, however that was rare. She usually spend time reading digest and Urdu comedy section of newspapers, sometimes watched family sitcoms at her aunt place to whom she was closed too.


Within few years, her guardian left the universe presumably causing natural death, however it was doubted to be adverse. Mother widowed in her early youth with four youngsters, she was naive in single parenting and about the reality of the universe which propounded her to a decision for an equivalent parenting by their aunts. Unfortunately, in some years, the immediate family cleaved ; she and her younger brother were under the aunt she was close to, whilst the rest of the siblings sent off to maternal side.


Luckily they all were in same street, that privileged siblings to grow together, so with the mother whom end up mustered them in one edifice in later years. In her initial years of childhood and one of the fortnight, her mother found love again that made her shift to another country ; to further specify: leaving her children again in spilt homes.


Some years laters, the spilt siblings grew solely to different stages in their lives, whilst she and her brother sustained in her same aunt mansion. As pariah of that house, she was often bullied and faced verbal abuse and snappish outcomes, with beatings at times. Heartbroken lass grew distant, solitude in her comedy comics, bottled up her tears and mumbling in sorrows ; the behaviour grew towards scornful traits which was unexpected to her at first, like being envious to her sibling.


Her mother visited her once an year with guilt of leaving her children and buying them gifts, however she was never her mum’s favourite as they never spent time together.


Incidents by incidents left her detached and corrupted her soul on the same token, her humble side fought for her merely, that one time due to being considered as burden of the house, she was kicked out of the house without any food, water, or bags of basic necessities, just herself on dark streets in middle of night alone with her sibling. She cried while took his hand, and hastily stood under the nearest warmth streetlight to their living.


The loving uncle( older brother of her father) saw their favourites aloof and without shelter, which interpreted they stood for hours in exclaim and sadness. The solicitude relative took them under his authority and lived with them in wealthy, richest way. However, not for long period he passed away and her aunt wanted to drift her away by arranging her to be married to a man she never felt a single pity for. Since she was truly a family oriented woman,she acceded this request to make her relatives happy, on the opposite side her family were least bothered.





Chapter 2


Rescue


The engagement party in forest green dress, looking like a Japanese doll with a sweet smile. Deep down in her heart she was drowned in ocean of grief and due to her past experiences, her waves of depression crashed in each stage of her life.


The loving child of the constabulary member breath in her shattered origin till the forces accepted her inner virtue, and wishes. The pair broke apart, she was set free like a bird. In the same time, her sister found her in idle state as her luggages were about to place outside at the doorstep.


Her wise sister saved her from falling into pieces and hordes of her inner demons; perpetuating her persona, continued her maintaining her language skills, folding her into a decent lady and slowly getting her personality back; to be selfless and a true giver with love. Baby steps to wide steps she took, with her chubby feet with coloured toe nails, while all with affection and sympathy.


She developed her skills in gastronomy and beauty courses, however her fond climbed in hairdressing and makeup, whence she took jobs and earned a decent income. Her sister took her in, thus she latter became commonwealth of the sister’s home from being treated as a mire, and so on privileged to her majority of her siblings’ filiation.


She became a true supporter of her siblings and a loving one of all, no matter what the other gave an impact on her, that made her depicted to be rich. Speaking of ‘rich’,she never had her own posh adorned space, instead she gave accessories to others and the home she lived with love. In some years, she was by heart treated like a mother.




Chapter 3


Loner


In some years, watching her niece and nephews grew up to have such personalities to be fond with. They became like their children and close friends too; from joviality to kindness, from peeking at nights and requesting junk food orders as she was the only access for sweets and snacks, yet proudly spoiling surprises and gave warm tight hugs at the end of the situation. Pure love and happiness.


Her on her own, the woman did not had someone of her own. After all they are not her blood children nor her own person at side like partner, best friend, crime partner you say? No one. A slow misfit sensation begun, especially being under the roof of her older sister who is highly stringent and can be bossy at times.


The feud betwixt two sisters, a disgraced appeared in the eyes of the kids and treated her like of her own age. The fights over tiniest circumstances, for instance the sister had cleaning issues and she was a lot whole messier. Two different personalities together. Thankfully, the sister realised she does not have her own space, she should not be commanded this way as she own nothing in this house; to be concise, being a part time nomad.


By the time gradually all went to settlement, the dearest lady made her mind to move overseas and start a new chapter.


Earlier, she was rejected by the man she fell for, another former cop. As she was obese? Big time. She was blank usually, I acceded to whence which was a jest to all. She was not graceful like her sister? Um, I agree to that. She chose to be alone because this is who she formed herself too.


Middle aged crossed and she was left single,yet sustained family oriented. Day by day she grew distant herself that everywhere she go she did not felt like home. Her sister gave allowance for everything and became light hearted.




Chapter 4


Never Stop Loving


Sisters became closer than ever, so did her niece and nephews. Every year she came home and gave their xeniums that the relatives desires, also the most paramount, all the necessities she bought for the newly brides in her paternal families and none were requested by others. The woman knew all.To the estranged nephews and niece, they received equal amount of gifts compare the spoiled cousins of them, and her favourite niece.


She counted every other individual. She kept many households together, not just financially but emotionally, and became a counsellor to them. She is a true defender for the right deed and justice, the hero of the family, the giver to all, the one people ran to for warm hugs and good morning smiles like a sunshine peeking through. Her clumsy jokes make days light up,although she is still alone but finally people love her back.



The woman cried on her mother’s death day every time although they were never close at all. Many times she was mistreated out of their relatives’ jealously as they wanted to have a sister bond with her genuine sister, and tried to cut her out from her life. Her skin and blister protected her at all cost, meanwhile she ne’er stop being a support to them and others.


To the estranged nephews and niece who were snappish to her as they were obvious gemini because of their upbringing by their lousy mother who were terrible yet evil eyed to the rest, she still went compassionate to them as they considered them “kids”or “learners from their follies”, however it was opposite.


The family became a misery after the death of their father, the same brother who lived with her aunt; murdered in a fight ,that was one of her huge trauma. She lived with him in each gain and loss, whilst felt like her own self, as the rest of the siblings were separated. Kids were drifted, but her love never gave up.


Her name is Raufia and her name means compassionate.