And

And you feel love has abandoned you

And you give in to the solitude

And you look away from pretty faces

And you find yourself alone at night

And you cry yourself a minute a day

And you find your strength in half a way

And you think of him more and more

Until one day you don't cry that much no more

You find peace in solitude

You look for pretty faces to make you smile

And your eye catches their eye

And you smile and they walk towards you

And you find conversation about life so easy

And you find a new heart so thrilling

But you wake up one morning... alone

And as you get ready he comes to mind, you wonder what he's doing if he's okay, if he thinks of you even if he hate you...

And you suddenly feel empty

And you start to miss him

And you wonder if everything you've worked for has a meaning without him

And you hate him but as you are about to start questioning everything... your phone rings

And it's a new illusion calling

So you get yourself together

And put his memory in your pocket

And just like that your past is vanished as your present waits for you to look for pretty faces in strange places.