Power

I wake up and go to sleep with different emotions,

I wake up ready to commit then go to sleep just hopeless.

And yeah I'm focused

Do whatever it takes to not feel like that again,

But my heart always goes there and tries to be more than friends.

There's more to this

There's the fact that I'm deathly afraid of heights,

You say you want me open but that would mean I have to take flight.

And by flight I mean I'd be tricked into falling,

Thinking you would catch me and I'll naively put my all in.

With no restrictions and no interest,

I got tunnel vision regardless.

I'm denying that I'm fallin'

I tell my other half I'm simply floatin'

Then my other half says the ground is getting closer .

You idiot

She chose your metaphors as the weapon to kill you with.

As my day goes on I realize I'm not feelin this,

Pull the string to my parachute and look up to where the ceiling is,

Put my hand on my chest to see where the feeling went.

Dropped you like hot cakes in less than 24 hours,

Because if I give you love, that means I give you power.