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I wanna preface this by saying that nobody I’m leaving behind is responsible for this happening. Everyone in my life has been bent over backwards over and over again to make my life as easy as possible. I’m just tired of trying to drag myself through life with cinder blocks around my neck. I’m tired of feeling like everyone with power over my life despises me. I’m tired of feeling like me living an ordinary life is going to ruin the lives of people around me. I’m tired. I don’t want to fight anymore. I want to go to sleep. I’m a coward, a loser, a freak of nature. I’m sorry for doing this last cowardly thing.