Harlinn Draper

Going Rogue in a Orgy of Willful Suffering


The will to live is the root of all suffering.


In the Cave of Illusions, where reality bends like dreams, Conscious’s existence has been a life of struggle. The cave wasn't just a prison; it was a living entity, thick with rotting desires. The cravings that hang in the back of every mind. Her form, carved from a petrified human, moved with stiffness, joints creaking. Splinters of struggles that felt achingly familiar.


Conscious’s rare moments of clarity brought flashes of another life—a woman who had once questioned the illusions of society, only to find herself trapped in this filthy cycle. Those glimpses were insidious, stirring doubts that mirrored the kind anyone might dismiss as passing thoughts: "What is real?" The question didn't just haunt her; it seeped into the cave's walls, feeding on perceptions.


The cave thrived as an ecosystem of nightmares, its floors rippling like quicksand to swallow lost loves—those connections that have been lost, or died. Ceilings illuminating into portals, revealing slivers of parallel existences, or perhaps to deeper emotional ties. The walls bled ink, forming patterns that resembled personal stories, their shapes twisting into forms that anyone might recognize as their own suppressed fears.


A rupture shattered the fragile equilibrium, a cosmic stutter of the universe exhaling. It began with something intangible, like a suicide note's ink bleeding into reality, even the shadows until they rebelled. They morphed into demons, hedonistic philosophers driven by an insatiable hunger, their forms twisting in orgies of pain that confronted the regrets buried in every soul. It was as if the cave had tapped into a deeper well, one that held the universal torment of unfulfilled desires, manifesting them in ways that felt too precise, too personal.


Conscious discovered the parchment, its surface stained with blood from internal wounds. The prophecies inscribed upon it resonated with an eerie familiarity:


"The hunger for the feast; only in rebellion lies the illusion of escape."


As she absorbed the words, demons dragging her into vortexes, where lifetimes of what-ifs played out in psychedelic agony. These scenes weren't just horrors; they were reflections, mirroring the kind of self-doubt that creeps in during solitary moments, when one questions the paths not taken.


Chippy, the once-enforcer turned defector, embodied that internal conflict, his glowing eyes with a self-reflection that anyone might recognize in their own quiet crises. "The will is a tyrant," he muttered, recounting atrocities dragging souls into worlds where desires manifested as thorns that tore at the flesh. His redemption was filled with doubt, clashing with Smug, the sarcastic puppet whose laughter rang like a mocking echo of denial. "If life's a curse, at least let's curse with style!" Smug quipped, his bitterness a veil for regrets that felt universally human. Together with the Wicked Ensemble—a band of gibbering goblins formed as a volatile group.


Their trials began in the Willful Whirlpool, a swirling maelstrom that reshaped memories into tangible threats. Conscious plunged into the fog, where her past resurfaced. She saw debates, words twisting into weapons that cut deeper than intended. These flashbacks blurred with broader experiences, as if the whirlpool drew from a shared reservoir of regret. Chippy grappled with shadowy doppelgangers, his internal monologues spilling out like confessions anyone might suppress: "The will blinds us to the abyss." Smug's body-swapping antics added a layer of absurdity, his form flitting between wicked souls, experiencing torrents of greed and hunger that resonated with unspoken fears.


Emerging into the Desire Labyrinth, the group navigated a maze that shifted based on impulse, its thorns latching onto temptations that felt intimately known. Conscious’s thoughts spiraled: "Is freedom merely another illusion, a trap?" The labyrinth responded with puzzles that demanded confrontation, their riddles unfolding in self-interrogation. Chippy and Smug's debates evolved into a "Shadow Symposium," their exchanges a microcosm of internal wars—grim realism versus sardonic deflection—that mirrored the tensions in any mind.


The rebellion escalated into a sprawling frenzy, the cave's walls throbbing with rhythmic chants and psychedelic hues. Ash, the Shadow King, loomed as a morphing titan, his form a whirlpool of ink and tentacles, orchestrating grand body-swapping orgies that blurred identities. In these sequences, Conscious hosted raves where forms exchanged in rapid succession, her essence intertwining with others in ways that evoked the fluidity of memory and self. Chippy's temporary possession by Ash forced a reckoning with his defection, while Smug led a "regret relay," passing torments in a chain that felt like a metaphor for inherited pains.


The chaos bled into parallel realities, each layer a distorted reflection: Victorian ballrooms where guests waltzed with shadow partners, desires manifesting as poison; futuristic cyber-hells where regrets uploaded as viruses. These visions intertwined with hallucinatory cameos, figures merging in ways that suggested a deeper connectivity, as if the cave was a manifestation of collective subconscious threads.


As the collapse fractured time, loops trapped the group, each repetition layering horror upon horror—a conversation devolving into bloodshed, then philosophy, then ecstasy. Conscious’s visions multiplied, revealing meta-layers where the cave might be a story within a story, its events echoing the kind of narrative one might construct from their own life. The Wicked Ensemble's arcs expanded, their redemptions clashing in ways that hinted at broader patterns, universal cycles of doubt and defiance.


In the final confrontation, Ash engulfed Conscious in a frenzy of swaps and merges, the crew's efforts backfiring in spectacular chaos. Drawing on her growth, Conscious faced the titan in a psychedelic vortex, their forms intertwining until the boundaries dissolved. Yet, as the strom faded, a subtle unease lingered—not just for her, but for anyone who dared to peer too deeply. The cave, after all, was more than a prison; it was a reflection, will's tyranny that might ring in any mind, leaving one to wonder if the illusions were ever truly external.