Blue

Feeling blue

Digging deep

Understanding

This ain't nothin new

It's just I'm tired

Of the reoccurring truth

Pain that came to stay

But today I just

Want to run away

How do I run away

From pain that's in my way?

Physical pain

24/7 never giving me

A chance to lay or

Recharge my day

I know I'm a survivor

I'm not complaining

I'm simply stating

What it feels like in my skin

Why some days it's harder

For me to feel like I can win

I take time outs to not pout

But pray for God to make a way

For Him to provide my energy

To take away my sin

I'm begging Him to help me

Stay in Him

My eyes cry, tears dry

The heat from the sun

Makes me feel high

As I eat soup in the summer time

Nothing makes sense anyway

I will just sit here listening

To what the birds have to say....

By: Sole'

8/27/14