Letting Go

It's hard letting go

Your mind stays

In one lane

But your hearts

In the middle of the road

Swerving out of control

Memory hits the curb

Now you roll

Insurance says totaled

So pay the toll!!

Reminisce

A high speed chase

The overview

Captures your space

Your placement

No hiding place

Keep the speed

100-this race

Your caught now

Try to retrace

Finger prints

No way to erase

Your holding on

Hands interlaced

Regardless of your

Knowledge base

Past evidence

Of the same damn case

Repeated offense

Increases your

Life sentence

You're forgiven

But there was never

Any Repentance &

That's the key to not

Committing the same

Offense, you Menace

My mind wants to

Let go of your presence

But you lease my heart

Like a bad tenant

Forever late on rent

Your credit score

Based on your

Genuine evidence

Couldn't pass the

Bureau of excellence

Perfectionist

Without balance

Only self emphasis

Artificial intelligence

Of your selfishness

Take a selfie

To focus on your

Existence

Emphasis your

Resistance

Post about earning a

Ten on being

Inconsistent

No outreach

Hands out of speech

Actions teach about

Your present &

My freedom of speech

Desires to pour bleach

To clean the slate

Yet again

A debate, I swear

It's fate

Sometimes personalities

Are like a blind date

Never even seeing

The persons real face

Uncomfortable space

Meeting for the first time

Yet forever showing

Up late, check mate

On Life lessons

Fuck playing games

My heart contains of

More then dice

And some change

It's hard letting go

Of engraved names

Somehow permanent

As ink, yet fading

From your rays

Of you acting strange

No way to exchange

Love for love

Hurtful ways of you

Being estranged

Excuses forever pointing

The other way

It's hard letting go

When your mind says no

But your heart

Disagrees

And continues to

Love regardless of

You forever being an

Absentee...