He wants you back
You pray a prayer and go right back to sin. You fall into shame then sit at His feet again. How long are you going to let this cycle control your life? Maybe you don’t need grace, you just need more of Jesus Christ. He stirs the desires of your heart. So give it to Him, and your spirit and flesh will part. When are you going to realize that HE LOVES YOU? I see you sitting in your pit of shame. But it’s not enough to turn Him away. Go back. Go to Him now. It doesn’t end here. You think you can hide away but the cross had the final say.