Olivia Nolan

Bloodstream

You don't get it do you?

You were all I thought about

You consumed my mind

You became my favorite drug

I took you all the time

Never putting you down

You were the way I lived

You were killing me

But I felt so alive with you

I couldn't resist you

I became an addict

And you became my drug

The first time I had you

I knew I wouldn't be able to have

Just

One

Taste

You were so good

You had put me on a high

That I never wanted to come down

They asked me what I saw in you

And I said

Everything

You had blinded me with the

Lights and clouds of smoke

That you had created in my mind

I craved you in anyway I could get

You

Wether it was just for a

Quick second

Or if I could have you all night

I needed you daily

And I got you everyday

Until you left

I lost my mind

I thought I could live

Without you

But I couldn't

My mind would just think

About having you one last time

How I needed you one last time

But I knew I would never get

You that last time

I would sweat from

My eyes constantly

I would shake while

Praying for you to come back

Even after I had sobered up from

You

My mind was still clouded

And I still couldn't make it through

The day without thinking about you

You were still in my

Bloodstream

Even after all this time

I'm still addicted

And just waiting

To have one last taste