Arcadius Derrick

Hello, my name is...

The heart is heavy, the chest is breathless. Not much time for naps now as there is many which needs to be done. For I can nap for eternity when I leave this place, but for now I just want to live. I want my struggles to be heard, another side of me however don't want to.


I am paranoid, bipolar. No wait, actually more than that. I am broken, but nobody can fix me. I don't want to be fixed, I just want to be me.


I have multiple personalities, or I am just one. I could be a crazy person just talking to myself, or I am an actor with multiple roles.


As I am playing this game of life, I start to realise I am playing on my own. Friends, family, acquaintances, at the end of the day... The path is walked on my own.


I would love this, I would love that. At the end of the day I'm just a broken doll.


I want this, I want that. At the end of the day I'm just a broken doll.


I am treated well, I am treated bad. At the end of the day I'm just a broken doll.


Love me, hate me. At the end of the day I'm just a broken doll.


I get bullied, I am loved. At the end of the day...


At the end of the day, we never really existed...


We are like the passing wind, you can't see it, but you can feel it. But it only passes once and never again will you feel the same thing.


For I could not stop for death, she kindly stopped for me.