Ciao Amore

Victim with the coldest heart and lost miles

"Just leave now... I can sleep when you're not around." I remember saying.

See I couldnt be his home for I don't fall in love or lean on doors of diamonds

For love is mean and love it hurts

Each time to a deep hole...

Yet, still inside I felt alarmed

I had reasons...

I had yet to play to his pretty face, blue skies and wine...

"Don't you know love it waits a million years to die" he said as he closed the door.

I had this feeling like I had to leave for a moment to find the magnificence of falling, I couldn't understand.

I can't love someone new or the outside beats of the ooolalas that shined my words

For I had seen the world, I had played it all in his white sunshines while my aching soul glide with such grace down a cashmere call...

Always playing to the background of an empty hotel room

"I'll come back to you" I said

But something told me it was over

Something deep down in my soul

caught a glimpse of my days that lit up to the jazz and attitude of poise blessing of him...

Red lip stains printed on his chest of ruby light gleaming, calling me baby...

"Doncha know that no one alive can always be an angel?" He sang

As I played in the background to my history of a bourbon smile and a secret left to seek...

while the door of diamonds was left open under the sparkling rain from the day he caught me anticipating heaven.

"I can't be you're home, for if I love you I will have to wait a million years to die"

-jossyflowers🌹