Demotivated.

I really LOVE arts.

Since I was a little girl. I even don't remember when I stopped loving arts.

I learnt to draw first, and then I knew how to talk, and walk properly.

When I was a little girl, Ayah (my dad) always gave me these extra unused notebooks from his workplace, and automatically I'll draw in them. Anything I wanted to. Ah those days.

I love paints, crayons, markers, chalks, pencil colors, watercolors, EVERYTHING.

Just like how I'll spend my money with books, it will be the same with how I spend money with art supplies.

Although sometimes I do not have the chance to use them.

And now, I am feeling demotivated.

I am in a slump.

I really love scrolling through a lot of those awesome artists' works on their Instagram.

But that, makes me feel like I am a nuisance instead.

"You can't draw that well, stop being an artist-wannabe HAHA!"

Haha. Slump.

Ah I am very demotivated right now.