Projections

I have this projection

This idea of love that simmered in my skin

Flourished in my veins

Blossomed in my eyes

The soft pedals of daisies all over my dress

It's the idea of pastel colors on tables

Baby breath along the aisles

Bells upon my entrance

It's the idea of sharing the ultimate goal in life

Attempting to share a piece of life with a soul devoted to you

It's the clear lies of the skies

Oh beautiful lies that flourish in my sleeves guarding my jaded heart into a bubble of nonsense and noise in my head

It's the rumbling from my mouth that for a moment holds me against my self

Of the projections in my head of sharing a life with my selfish self.

-jossyflowers🌹

8-12-16