Skies

I projected my walls in order for you to peek in

I didn't have secrets before you came in

I didn't have barriers to break

It was an easy read

You picked up the pages and edited your character in the comments.

You changed the path you changed the context

You made that world a world of your own one in which I was an intruder in

My violet world became grey

My skies became white

The earth stayed still

Excitement exited life the moment you stopped writing yourself into them

I walk around with your sins my choices that have your name written all over

Water is never easy specially without making any sound

Like when you said you loved me

like the day I handed over my heart & took my home & made your arms a home, made no sense

But I walked holding your hand always scared of the sound the load of waiting & missing a location you carry with

I left that night took my walls with me into a new city new place where people aren't as nice

Where the streets aren't as safe I ran away from giving you anymore of me

I'll never know if it ever meant or if it was just i that added water to your colors and changed your skies to the heaven I had been searching for.

-JF