Stephanie Aud

Shadowed Affection


In the tempest's heart, a toxic bond did bloom,

A twisted dance of fire, casting shadows of gloom.

A relationship, intricate and flawed, both venom and cure,

A paradoxical union, where pain and growth endure.


Within the labyrinth of love's entangled strife,

I found solace and despair, intertwined in this life.

For toxicity, a double-edged sword it proved to be,

An enigmatic alchemy, destructive yet setting me free.


In the depths of our connection, a toxic flame did ignite,

Consuming fragments of my soul, yet igniting inner light.

Through battles fought and scars amassed, strength was honed,

A twisted harmony of poison, a strength uniquely known.


For toxic love, a merciless tyrant, devoured our hearts whole,

Yet from its torment, I arose, an empowered soul.

Like a phoenix rising from ashes, I found resilience anew,

A testament to the dichotomy of love's enigmatic brew.


In toxicity's clutches, I confronted my deepest fears,

Unveiling hidden facets, washed away by salty tears.

The pain, though piercing, became a catalyst for change,

As toxic tendrils loosened, growth began to rearrange.


But let not the darkness overshadow the light,

For within this toxic dance, there were moments burning bright.

In passion's fiery embrace, I glimpsed euphoria's kiss,

A fleeting taste of heaven, amidst a treacherous abyss.


And so, I find myself torn between what was and what could be,

A toxic relationship that held both poison and a key.

For within the twisted depths of our tumultuous affair,

I discovered fragments of myself, my strength laid bare.


So let us not dismiss the complex dance of the heart,

Where toxicity and benefit entwine, never to depart.

For even in the aftermath of wounds that refuse to heal,

There's growth and transformation, a chance to truly feel.


In the tapestry of love's turmoil, a lesson lies in wait,

To discern toxic patterns, and rewrite a destined fate.

May we learn from the caustic bonds that shape our lives,

To seek the healthy, nurturing love that ultimately thrives.