With You

Leave memories to heal

Unspoken truths, a new reality of breathing without air,

Blissful words causing my pain to ache with an apology that was more of a reason

I was clumsy I never listened, I was so forgiving, rambled my chaos on a piece, kept my balance at your peace,

Should've listened

Times means nothing if in time your eyes are what I look for, the appealing silence of you yelling

I look for you in others eyes

For a piece of you

I find your absence yelling in silence

Telling me you're not along with me

Anxiety impulsive views of me walking alone

Crying and thanking above it all the peace my soul feels when it's resting in me & not with you.

-JF