Fantasy

Beautiful girl ...

Why are you so down...

The world must be at your feet...

Face like porcelain ...

But yet tears still fill your eyes ? ...

It's not as easy as it seems...

To be a fantasy of so many...

The thought of me not coming home to only him...

He can't handle...

He wishes it were easier...

It can

But because I live a life style he could never understand...

Love is complicated

scary to think of not having a chance to feel it...

Wishing I could show him ...

His heart wants to believe...

But his head is why he is deceived...

How do I tell him that it isn't easy...

How do I tell him I could be the one ?

If my heart could speak , wonder if he would listen ?

Hard to imagine the women of your dreams...

In another niggas dreams...

Beautiful nightmare...

As time flys and I'm not there...

You wait and stare..

Still no me...

I'm ready ...

But in this life , I could never show you...

Wanting to runaway with him...

But I know it would never satisfy his curiosity ...

Of where and with who I'd rather be...