Kiyomi Leslie
I'm the image of my reflection... Allowing the world into my opposite of perfection !
Up late and my mind goes straight to you. Bad place to be is in my feelings Bad place to be is in my mind Going crazy about you. Why is it that when I leave you I just want you out my system Afra...
Never felt a love so strong The walls seems to be closing in on me... Then you come and save me... Take me.. Make me better for them... Your my guilty pleasure... Hate feeling alone... That pain f...
Who knew that time would bring us back... Sex in the dark Who knew a conversation would spark? Time has a way of settling the score... I let you go , to good to be held down... To sexy to be alone...
So many beautiful women With full pages Yet these men don’t wanna read... So many beautiful women Who have been damaged By the people who were supposed to love them So many beautiful women Who ...
As the world stares I hide the pain With a smile... Because if they knew the pain and heart ache Would they judge me... Use to hide the pain with alcohol... Sounds good right now... But I’ve come...
Use to think that love was unobtainable So many broken hearts So many wasted tears I couldn’t protect myself from hurt But you helped me mend a broken heart.... They use to use me And you beli...
Who knew how bad love could hurt? Loving so hard and falling so fast... Crying because the reality hurts... That person I wanted to spend my life with Could never love me back... In our on way... E...
Sometimes the heart wants a Love A love so strong that the mind can’t grasp the concept... The feeling consumes the body And overwhelms your thoughts... Oh what a helpless romantic You are to b...
Feels funny that yesterday you were All that I could think about... Just yesterday you were so perfect to me... In the blink of an eye , You lost my trust... Feels funny starting a life with you....
After a couple of heart breaks Your heart doesn’t hurt the same... What a shame... Who should take the blame ? Not knowing my own strength... Settling for the worst... Swear sometimes being me... I...
It always seems to amaze me That people who barley know you Can speak volumes on your life... They didn’t see the hard work, The struggle , the tears , the heart break And everything else that mad...
Somewhere between i had it and i gave it up... How many times do you bend ? I know they say women... We weren’t made to brake.. But sometimes i just need a break!... Emotions running wild , Heart...
They don’t know you... They just want to touch you.. They didn’t see your tears... They couldn’t comprehend your fears... What does it feel like ... To be wanted by many and yet only understood by...
I wanna be the reason you regret... Wanna to be the reason you doubt your actions... Looking at me You know you messed up... Wanna be the reason every girl won't measure up... So many restless ni...
They say we all fall for the ones Who barely know we exist... The world seems so much better with them Life could be so simple... Created to love and be loved Yet we seem so willing to be hurt... ...
I got a question.. How can you stay in love Knowing that the person you love, Doesn't love you back ? Unrequited love... Or is it dumb in love , A heart only has so many wounds it can bare... T...
Giving my all never felt so tiring... How do you love someone else When you can't even find the strength to love Yourself ? Feels like I can't function... Just wanna give up... But then something ...
How do I keep choosing the wrong one? Use to think it was because of my father... Had this part of me that wanted to be loved... Had this part of me that wanted to be healed... Had this part of me ...
Oh how happy we use to be... Many times we put aside our feelings... To hold on to someone else's... Saying we would be the best of friends Because that's where love begins... Knowing that in the e...
Is it possible to fall for the wrong person? How do you know ? How do you tell your mind to stop thinking... Feel like my thoughts always get the best of me... Tired of being tough... Want you to f...
Isolated but from who ? The world it seems so big... Ran away from fears and love... Angry at the world.... For so long I couldn't face my own reality.... Liquor to numb the pain... Sex to fill ali...
Who knows the pain of rejection? How do you let go of something that never was? My mind plays these movies back of you and I... Why can't I let the thought of you go... Why do you treat me the way ...
How do you know when your hearts tired ? Since back then I've been sure... Sometimes I wonder about you.... Tried to give you up... But for some reason, I end up right back under you... Hate that ...
Heart racing... Skin so soft... Room spinning , wonder if you can feel it? Whispers in the dark... Can you feel it? Legs spread , with you in between... I close them back ... you kiss my ear and...
When you know what you want... Everything else just seems pointless... Scared because I don't want to push you... Know that I want you... My past, I was hurt and never before felt this... Never had...
When you walked into my life I was broken... I had wounds from war... And yet you've seemed to heal them... A breathe of fresh of air... You seem to renew me... I know I got it bad... When I'm not...
Some of you don't know how it felt to see a reflection of yourself become a leader. for years some of us never knew what winners looked like.
Crazy thing is , I know how this could end... Dancing on your lap.... Arms wrapped around your neck... Can't stop this feeling... You are turning me on... I whisper in your ear... Liquor got me fee...
Trying to erase a person who made such an impact on your life... How can I not remember the first day I met you ? How can I erase the first time we made love? Am I crazy to think those moments were...
The night haunts me... Restless I keep my eyes open! Because when I shut them my past taunts me... Voices from the memories playing in my head... Tears suddenly fall onto my bed... I pray that God...
I was a woman before my time... I learned to love before my time... I felt heart ache... I overcame heart break... I stand before you humbled... I kneel before you and ask for forgiveness... How wa...
Black men... So full of hurt... So full of anger ! The pain has been passed down from generation to generation... Can't blame you... Separated from your family and beaten down... Who knows what it...
I see all of my people hurting... I cry for all my people hurting because I know... We are in dire need of a solution... But what is the solution ?... The system is set up to fail us.... Afraid of ...
Something so simple , yet it holds weight... Paid for , lied for, and even killed for... Power of the pussy... Useless when handed over with little effort... Men they love the chase... But hate adm...
You know me so well... Body talking and you know it so well... All day on the phone we talk... And that's why I like you.... Fucking never was the same with you... Feels like we were meant to be.....
Love use to be so easy... Never thought about being hurt... Seems like everything went wrong.... How do you fix the lies and hurt ?... I tried to forgive the past so I could love you.... How do you...
I wanted to trust you... I wanted to believe that you could be different... Eyes open...so I talk less... Heart broken... So I care less... Emotions running wild... Do you know how it feels to be b...
I never knew what love was... So many times I was the broken hearted girl... I said that I would change and that I would make you love me.... I so many times thought that they were Mr. Right... Whe...
Looking at the paper... and not knowing what to write... I knew one day I would have to face this... I never learned to love... The man who was supposed to love me left... Incomplete from that mom...
Crying because I gave up... Hurt because I didn't try... I let my fears predict my future.... I let the world write my story... I was afraid of life... I was afraid to give... I was afraid to love....
Life use to be about the memories... The ones I captured on camera... One day I realized that they weren't filled with love... Just a flower that had not bloomed... Life use to be about the people...
Passion A strong and barely controllable emotion... Wanting your heart and affection... Love ... This deep attachment to someone... Someone who could never really understand... Someone who could n...
Trying to escape you... Running to him Can't pretend I'm innocent.. Loving you , but still in love with him... I can't seem to tie up this loose end... Who knows how this will end... I keep you bot...
Fighting for a place in your heart... Never been scared to lose , but seems if I can't win... Wanting so desperately to go back to where we began... When I saw you as just a friend... Letting my em...
The ones you give your soul to seem to fade fast ... Sitting out in the rain waiting for you... Am I foolish to believe I could have you? Who would have waited for you ? Who would of loved you like...
You tell me you want me... And I believe you want me.... So childishly I smile.. I'll allow you to go as far as you want... Just promise to take care of my body... Lip biting , legs intertwined... ...
Remember the first time you stepped out on us I remember you held me and said its all about us I gave you all my trust... What about the time you called me on accident? You said that was a accident...
The lights got brighter... You forgot about us... Where was the trust? You told me to believe in us.. Those girls got your head filled up... Every night a new club a new city .... Thought you were...
What happens when you think you have it all ? When do you say enough is enough? What happens when the girl who gave a fuck Moves on? All the lies and the fighting... Took a toll , I guess the sh...
I look into the sky and ask for forgiveness... Few tears dropped... No witnesses... Had to handle business... I got scared of you... I wasn't ready for you... Seems like you were ready for me... Mo...
Stingy let them hoes starve.... When you know you got something good... You let these niqqas starve... Bigger than these stars... Want something real.... So I don't pretend... Can't act like I coul...
Said that we would be friends... Said that you were my homie... All my friends know me... Heart open... Really wishing you were my only... Told you we would be friends... With benefits... That was ...
How can we love for so long and still feel apart ? How could I say " I do " ... To someone who would be so untrue? How can I erase this hurt ?... Wash away her scent you tried... Leaving without n...
Negative thoughts of you being with them... I want you to myself... Insecurity at its best... But don't judge me... What we share... I don't want to compare... Yelling and screaming... I feel you...
Always staying silent... Hiding how we feel.. Lies cover up the truth... Embarrassed for another's wrong... Lied to , held down , beat up , and taken advantage of... Time to rise up and be silent ...
Feeling you laying here... Scared that you‘re going to leave... Like they left... My trust is fucked up... You looked at me , and told me you’re glad he fucked up... You held me down... And I hated...
Hate I showed you love... Cuz I thought you cared... Hate I let you slide in... Cuz I feel like I can't go without it... Hate I gave you my all Cuz I got left with nothing... We promised to alway...
Flash backs... Head up in the clouds... Heart has stopped... Feels like I'm doing anything, to feel it beating... Lips saying no... But being under the influence... Has made things a little harder....
Holding me in the night... Man I miss those nights... Even the fights... My heart calls out for you... Man I swear I feel like you could have been the one... What happend to us ? Trust and lust......
Blowing up your phone... Forgetting we live in separate zones... Caring too much .... Fucking less... Could give a fuck less... You started the mess... Dying to live in your world... Filled with f...
Raining outside... Cold inside... Want you close... Hands on my thighs... Heart racing... Mind pacing... Wanting to kiss your lips... Now your grabbing my hand... Dark room , but I swear I can see ...
Patiently waiting for you... My mind tells me you gone be the same... My body tells me you'll be different... What a shame... Can't picture you without me... So I guess I can say , you won't exist ...
Forgive me for I have sinned... Forgive me for I have turned my head... Forgive me for I have strayed... In my heart I knew you could save me , but I wasn't sure if you were still listening... Wher...
Shots of patron... Swear this liquor got me in my zone... Shower runnin , just to keep ya mind wonderin... Water hittin my body... Anticipating you gripping my body ... Fresh out the shower I know...
Overwhelmed... Can't scream loud... My heart drops... Knocking everything off the counter tops... What is this... I can't go on... Scared of what may be ahead of me... Looking in this mirror and ...
Can't sleep... Eyes wide open... Restless in the night , My mind is on overload... If I could just close my eyes everything would be better.... Distracted in the night... As the covers move... I se...
Many times I find myself thinking on what could have been... Back then so young and minds running free... I still remember the first time you said you loved me ... My heart stopped beating , I had ...
Distracted by the lights... High like I never be scared of heights... Broke niggas never been my type... Gold digger... Never been into that hype... Me stressing a bitch... Could never make me rich...
My angel... My past hasn't been so pure... You believed in me... You waited for me... I screamed at you... I hated you... I hated myself... My angel... I wasn't ready to be saved... I didn't kno...
Every now and then I reminisce ... On what use to be you and me... My heart still gets weak... I admit you had a hold on me... Couldn't let you go... But my love wasn't enough... Nothing was enough...
Chasing a storm... Wind blowing and rain pouring... Trying to make this shit right... Feel like we were fighting all night... Head up in the clouds but never stuck up... You said some things I can'...
Feels like everything is bottled up... Emotions running wild.. Can't speak this shit out loud... I don't want to be judged ... I just want a better life... Maybe someday call myself a wife... Hidde...
Why do we travel in life with no fears ? Our generation will be one with a lot of tears... Sad and alone scared of scars on the heart... Never been in love... Never been kissed like in the movies.....
Pretending I can't feel ... Acting as if it's not real.. But in actuality you are my reality... Love that connects me to you... Words that go unsaid to you... Praying that god has a plan for you......
Somewhere there is a girl just like me... Crying thinking this is to hard to bare... Secrets kept my lips won't fold... Stories only The Lord knows... Can't rewrite my story , even tho I wish I cou...
Time and yet time again... Looking in the mirror and not seeing good enough... Why can't I be like that ?... Pointing to the television... Maybe that's what blurred my vision .. The boys like bigge...
Flash backs... Scratches on your back... Underneath the stars... Screaming over bottles of Hennessy ... Jell-O shots that go untouched... You scream I'm doing to much... I walk out... My prides out...
Trying to find the words to explain... Explain how I feel... And when I open up my mouth nothing comes out... Battling the good with the bad... Can't remember the last time I felt this way... Scare...
Never been this intrigued by something that wasn't mines... Can't deny that I want you... But the question is are you worth the struggle ? ... Time passes and I wonder if this is just a phase... Th...
Wanna be different... Something that I hope you like... Trying on outfits in the mirror hoping you enjoy this... Cleaning the house ... Lighting the candles... Now it's my turn... Stepping in the ...
Tired of hurting... Tired of crying ... Tired of running from my fears... Tired of letting my emotions control me... I want to be happy and care free... But I feel like life has taken that from me....
So distant from anything that made sense... Underestimated the power of you... Slowly pouring my heart out... Needing to draw this shit out... In my head I can't figure us out... Why can't I esca...
Texting your phone... Knowing exactly what I want... Scared of what they might think... You tell me nobody has to know... But what if they find out ?... Late night and I'm calling you over... Sex o...
Beautiful girl ... Why are you so down... The world must be at your feet... Face like porcelain ... But yet tears still fill your eyes ? ... It's not as easy as it seems... To be a fantasy of so ma...
Tick tock Tick tock Tick tock Your future is before you and your past is slowly creeping upon you... Heart beating fast... Chills that cause uncontrollable shaking... Eyes watering... Breath tak...
Running my mouth... Throwing your clothes all over the house... Feeling invincible... My hands in your face... Words leaving my mouth so potent... This liquor has my feeling myself... I don't kno...
Holding back ... Carrying the weight on my shoulders... Insecurity controls my mind... What if's flood my lips... Can't speak on what isn't... Can tell you that my heart is heavy... Wanna tell you ...
Nothing matters as much... Time seems to go slow... Fucking with people I don't know... Trust and loyalty seems unknown... The past is gone... My high is blown... My lows are temporary forevers .....
Sitting in a room ... Smoking to ease my mind... How can something so terribly wrong be and feel so right ? Tainted beauty... Lips so perfect... Eyes so innocent... Body of patience ... A siren you...
Hand in hand with whom doesn't belong to me... In love like it was us that was meant to be... Not looking in the mirror afraid of who I might see... Don't speak morals to me !... I yell , I scream...
Kisses on my neck ... Looking down because I'm embarrassed... Wanting this moment to be cherished... Wanting to say stop , but my body says keep going... I don't want to rush , how can I not blush...
You became everything I was not... My heart believed in you... My head told me to think about this.. Walking down this path , trying to find my way to you... I don't care that I may get lost becau...
