Tainted

Sitting in a room ...

Smoking to ease my mind...

How can something so terribly wrong be and feel so right ?

Tainted beauty...

Lips so perfect...

Eyes so innocent...

Body of patience ...

A siren you are...

They fall at your feet...

But your heart has retreat...

Cold and callus ...

You've been hurt so many times...

How can such a beauty be so tainted ?

Face painted to hide the pain...

Pillow stained...

Tears that always come in the night...

No one true to console ...

Oh how this world has had its toll...

On you...

Sitting in a room...

Smoking to ease my mind...

Getting high so the time seems to fly..

The many that try , will never understand why...

Emotionally numb ...

She is , a tainted beauty...

The gift and the curse ...

Love could never find you , if you push things away...

Why is everybody out to get you..

Guess you got some daddy issues..

They always leave , she explains...

How can they possibly stay ?

Puffing on clouds so my thoughts aren't so loud...

Control my feelings ...

Delete my fears ...

Use me ...

Don't leave ...

They always leave , she explains...

Laying back blowing this smoke in the air ...

Hands running thru my hair...

Confused and outta my mind...

The thoughts are all running together...

No telling me about you...

Hard head...

Ass that's so soft...

Cushion for the hard fall...

They always fall , she explains...

Who is she ?

I look in the mirror blowing smoke...

Of course she is me..

There is nobody else I can see...