Another word for love ?
Passion
A strong and barely controllable emotion...
Wanting your heart and affection...
Love ...
This deep attachment to someone...
Someone who could never really understand...
Someone who could never comprehend
the extent you would go to have them...
Lose yourself... No not lose yourself...
But the act of giving up your being to endure the inevitable...
The unforgettable memories of joy and pain...
Becoming one with one and becoming closer...
Taken for granted the body....
Heart abused and so cold....
Wanting to get that feeling back....
The day you first laid eyes on my soul...
I was perfect in that moment....
Wanting to live forever in your eyes...
Because there I felt beautiful...
In your eyes I felt nothing else mattered...
In your arms , I could stay all night...
Confidence placed in a person so much that you trust them with the only thing you have in this world...
Self...
The essential being that distinguishes one from anyone else....
How could someone trust so much ?
How could I give what you never deserved ?
How could I be so blind...
They say love blinds you...
Could it have been love that blinded me?....
Jealous...
Showing my suspicion of your unfaithfulness...
Who am I kidding you were never mines to have....
But I felt the world spin with you...
But still you were never mines....
Possessive...
I should have told you this before....
Possessive...
I can't see you with anyone but me...
Possessive...
Demanding all of your love and attention....
Am I sounding crazy ?...
Crazy....
Deranged and enraged....
Angry black woman...
Hurt by you...
You were supposed to help...
You were supposed to heal...
You were supposed to feel...
What happens to love ?
What happens to trust ?
What happens when your tired of trying ?
Give up...
Cease making effort to love....
When love is cold...
Love is hurtful...
Love is demanding...
Love is powerful...
And yet we fall victim everyday...
Love is sometimes confused with sex...
And both are used to get each other...
The cycle of life...
If this is life....
How can I live ?