The old me

Tired of hurting...

Tired of crying ...

Tired of running from my fears...

Tired of letting my emotions control me...

I want to be happy and care free...

But I feel like life has taken that from me...

Wanting to go back to when it all made sense...

Wanting to feel that passion , love , hate , and trust again...

Afraid of silence...

Afraid of absence...

Afraid of lonely...

Seems like now a days my fears control me...

Can't wait to get back to the old me...

This has taken a toll on me...

I just wanna get back to the old me !