Confessions of a Monster...

Feeling you laying here...

Scared that you‘re going to leave...

Like they left...

My trust is fucked up...

You looked at me , and told me you’re glad he fucked up...

You held me down...

And I hated you...

I drowned but that's what I'm supposed to do...

My hearts broken and you’re the only one who wanted to fix it...

Fucking around and I know I hurt you....

I wanna get it right...

Because I know I need you...

My motivation ...

It was you who wiped those tears away and told me that you’re going help me face my fears...

I wanna get it right ...

That nigga didn't love me...

You caressed me...

You believed in me...

Deep down I know you knew I was creeping...

But you needed to trust again...

I'm no angel but I wanna love you right....

I don't just wanna jump from bed to bed...

I can admit I was scared...

They’re not you and I can tell...

I had a past...

You held me down...

I had a past ...

You told me you needed me more...

I had a past...

You loved me...

I had a past...

You kissed me and told me this was going to last....

And I know in that moment I meant something to you...

Just know when I was with that nigga

I was thinking about you...

And if you leave I'll be lost without you!

I wanna get it right for you...

If you read this and wanna fuck that bitch to get even...

I would hate you ...

But I couldn't blame you...

I was runnin round the city with that nigga and didn't think about you...

But I don't want you to get me back like that...

Love me , hold me...

If it was only that easy...

You knew when you met me , you were dealing with a monster...

But when we kissed you tamed me !

Don't blame me...

I want to make it up to you...

I don't wanna fall with out you...