While I was ahead

Fighting for a place in your heart...

Never been scared to lose , but seems if I can't win...

Wanting so desperately to go back to where we began...

When I saw you as just a friend...

Letting my emotions take control of me...

I don't know the last time someone had this kind of hold on me...

Feeling like I lost you to the world...

Tried to be your girl...

Tired of this thing called love....

But the sex just complicates things...

Ashamed that I can't let go...

Afraid that if I don't you'll destroy everything I worked so hard to obtain...

Trying my hardest to stay sane...

Flash forward the girls that surround you

Don't know you like I do !

What do they do that I can't do !

What shoes have I made you fill ?

Letting go ...

How do I swallow that pill?

Man I just gotta chill !

Do I let this go or try to restore what I know?

I know this pain...

It's happened before , never thought it would get worst...

Hearts were not built for this hurt I'm almost sure..

Tell me if you need me because I don't know...

If not just let me go...

The tears remind me that I have been here before...

The thing is it hurts differently...

My pride won't let me plead anymore...

My heart won't let me stay longer...

Feel like if I leave I'll be stronger...

Looking back I should have quit while I was ahead...