Under the influence

Flash backs...

Head up in the clouds...

Heart has stopped...

Feels like I'm doing anything, to feel it beating...

Lips saying no...

But being under the influence...

Has made things a little harder...

Grabbing on the fabric from your shirt...

Pushing you away , but I want you to stay...

My body is hot...

My eyes are low...

Passing the blunt ...

Smoke fills my lungs...

Tilting my head back ...

Just relax ...

As the smoke escapes my lips...

And lives in my face and clothes...

In this moment my heart beats...

I can feel...

Thinking about life and the shit I been thru...

Hitting again so I won't think of you...

The seat I'm on feel so soft...

Everything going in slow motion...

Feels like my head is open...

Aware...

Can't see straight...

They ask if I'm okay...

I reply...

Ima be straight ...