In too deep

Who knew that time would bring us back...

Sex in the dark

Who knew a conversation would spark?

Time has a way of settling the score...

I let you go , to good to be held down...

To sexy to be alone....

Empty beds and empty phones

We both don’t deserve that...

I fell in love and that crossed the line...

Scared now

I have my feelings out of this...

One night could put me back under your spell

Dick so bomb I had to say a prayer

I know that can’t be a good thing...

The touches , kisses , and caressing

Feels like pleasure...

But oh how I love the pain....

Who knew that lust could feel...

Feel so much like Love?

What is this ?

You never said relationship

So then I was caught up?...

In way too deep...

I wanted you more then you’ll ever know...

Only wanted to give myself to you...

I knew we were too perfect

For it to be that simple...

I had to take a break...

I needed to feel love...

I needed to feel reciprocity...

Knowing you weren’t ready to love me

but the sex felt like love...

I had to let you go...

Now I’m with him...

And all I could do was think of you...

Maybe you’ll be jealous?

Maybe you’ll see me love him ,

And think of how I could have loved you...

Maybe you’ll call...

Maybe you’ll tell me to come home?...

Think I was in too deep...

This couldn’t have been life...

Fast forward to a breakup...

You hit me at the right time...

I really think it’s the wrong time..

Damn I need consoling...

Can you mend a broken heart?

Do people still look for love in the dark?

I stopped loving you...

So I tell myself...

I moved on....

You don’t still have my head gone...

You wanna see me ?

I have an excuse...

Scared of you...

Scared of the sex...

I don’t wanna need you again...

I don’t wanna feel that again...

How do you explain a love like that?

Why do I love so hard?

Think I’m just in too deep...

Gotta leave you alone...

I think you know consistency is key...

Phone calls , text messages ,

and seeing you around the town...

Wish I could fuck you...

Then the thought of it just being sex...

I can’t have just sex with you...

I don’t really need that pain again...

But I love the pain...

Fantasizing about the scratches on your back...

The times you grabbed my neck...

The licking all over my body....

How your body felt

on top and underneath mines...

I have to snap out of this...

Think I’m in too deep...

You say something about going on a date...

A new start...

But all I can think about is the sex....

A date is all you said...

But I’m sure it will lead to sex...

One date I say to myself...

I’m vulnerable....

How could I still love my ex...

And still want you?

Told myself I have to make it work with him...

But I can’t stop thinking about you...

Maybe I should just fuck you...

Maybe that will show me...

show me that the grass ain’t greener...

That you haven’t changed...

No I gotta stop this madness...

I can’t get you out of my head....

Every time I leave you be...

I wake up and see your texts....

I always knew you were my Kryptonite....

Gotta snap out of this....

But I’m just in too deep now...