Growing Pains

How do you know when your hearts tired ?

Since back then I've been sure...

Sometimes I wonder about you....

Tried to give you up...

But for some reason,

I end up right back under you...

Hate that even during the day...

Your always on my mind...

Wanting you to love me...

Wanting you to understand that with me...

Life could be so different,

But you couldn't possibly understand...

The pain grows every time I take you back...

I use to talk so much smack...

about how I would never love you...

And now it's only you...

I couldn't picture life without you now...

How is it that when I leave you...

The pain gets stronger ?

I wanna forget you

but then how would I know what love felt like?

So many times I wanted to replace you but

Then I remember

that nobody knows me like you....

Nobody will understand me like you...

The things that made me love you...

Are now the things I couldn't share with others

Leaving now...

Why can't it be so simple...

Guess when you grow up

You have to realize

that people aren't the same...

Guess it's just growing pains...