I don't know

Holding back ...

Carrying the weight on my shoulders...

Insecurity controls my mind...

What if's flood my lips...

Can't speak on what isn't...

Can tell you that my heart is heavy...

Wanna tell you but I can't...

Wanna leave but I can't...

Stepping softly creeping up the stairs...

Trying to hide from all my worst fears...

No time for the tears...

What a life...

Hiding behind the lies..

Can't face em now...

Can't erase em now...

Sickening to think about...

I wasn't wrong , the time was...

I shoulda just said no...

Mumbling and rambling ...

You ask me what I'm trying to say ...

I just look out the window and reply...

I don't know...