Bottled Up

Feels like everything is bottled up...

Emotions running wild..

Can't speak this shit out loud...

I don't want to be judged ...

I just want a better life...

Maybe someday call myself a wife...

Hidden feelings never thought I'd have to go thru this...

I guess I'm marking things off my bucket list...

Everyone's watching...

Trying not to mess up...

Feels like I'm keeping everything bottled up...

Emotions running wild...

I feel like a lost child...

I want to go back to when everything made sense...

Wishing I could just go get in my mothers bed and this nightmare I call my reality would go away...

But I know that still won't take the pain away...

Feels like I'm stuck in troubles way...

I shouldn't care what people say ....

But I do ....

I shouldn't worry about the little things...

But sadly enough I do...

Really hoping that dreams do come true...

Because I could use a fairy tale ending...

Feels like I'm keeping everything bottled up...

Emotions running wild...