Gave up

Crying because I gave up...

Hurt because I didn't try...

I let my fears predict my future....

I let the world write my story...

I was afraid of life...

I was afraid to give...

I was afraid to love...

I was afraid to trust...

And now every moment I live...

I live with regrets...

The only thing with time is that you can't go back...

More than anything do people want to experience something once more...

Complete...

A feeling I want more than anything...

The feeling of being completed...

So many times I've asked myself what completes me?...

Money , fame , success , power ??

Do these things define me?...

When I leave this world what impact will I have made ?...

What will people remember?...

Who will I leave behind ?...

Will I be missed?...

Crying because I didn't fight...

Screaming because I'm hurt...

Can't sleep because of my dreams...

The tears roll because I need affection...

I want to love and be loved...

Hopeless because I gave up...

How do you forgive?...

When you have to forgive yourself?

How do you move on...

When you have to forget?

How do you mourn...

When life still continues?

Sick...

Emotionless...

Emptiness...

Drowning in I'm sorry's....

Never ever will you be able to understand...

The meaning behind I'm sorry..

Never ever will you be able to understand the choices and chances lost...

Crying because I gave up...

Hurt because I didn't try...