Lost And Found

I was a woman before my time...

I learned to love before my time...

I felt heart ache...

I overcame heart break...

I stand before you humbled...

I kneel before you and ask for forgiveness...

How was I to live without sin ?...

You knew my next move before I did...

Felt like I struggled so long...

Felt like you gave up on me...

I let them see me...

Vulnerable... I let them console me...

Hurt... I thought they healed me...

Broken... I thought they fixed me...

I couldn't cry anymore....

I couldn't feel anymore...

I was numb to it all...

I didn't wanna fall...

So I kneeled before you

to ask you to direct me...

They said I wouldn't...

And for so long I believed that I couldn't...

I didn't trust myself....

I was a woman before my time....

I learned to love before my time...

I felt heart ache...

I overcame heart break...

I stand before you humbled..

Humbled because so many people don't get to feel the feelings I have...

Humbled because so many times I thought that I couldn't and you showed me I could.

I don't hurt the same because you showed me that the only love I need is self love.

You cared when I didn't...

You made me stronger...

I let go and you held on tighter...

You showed me I was a fighter...

So many years I was lost and you found me...