The city you from

Said that we would be friends...

Said that you were my homie...

All my friends know me...

Heart open...

Really wishing you were my only...

Told you we would be friends...

With benefits...

That was counterfeit...

I was scared to forfeit...

I know this city your from just ruins things...

What we had...

Seems nothing compares...

Not wanting to apply pressure

to what you have going on...

I know the city your from just ruins things..

Regret wasting time...

Looking for something else...

Who knew my friend , my homie

Would know me...

The way you have known me ?

Bodies interlocking...

Music serenades me...

As you grip my waist , I fall deeper in your spell...

Seems like my body was meant for you...

Kisses on my back...

One hand on my shoulder...

The other on my waist...

Breathtaking...

Cries of joy fill the room..

In this moment I need you more then you'll ever know..

But I know this city your from just ruins things...

Closing my eyes ...

I can hear an ocean...

Falling in a trance...

I can hear the waves...

You call my name ...

I surrender ...

I surrender...

It's yours...

I'ma tell you it's yours...

I wanna show you it's yours...

Biting the pillow...

You put it in slow...

On your expressions I rely...

As you sigh it gets me high..

Needing you to need me...

My friend but in this moment ,

My lover...

Afraid to love you...

Afraid to to enjoy this...

I know the city your from just ruins things...

Seeing you with another woman ...

I look in a ungovernable manner...

My stomach seems to shatter...

Trying to piece this...

Man I can't take this...

I sound foolish...

Leaving your presence ...

So that you wouldn't notice..

The feelings that did grow...

Distraught ...

Trying to pull it together...

Maybe it's this weather...

Cold...

So cold...

I see you and I'm warm...

You ask what's wrong ?

I can't say anything...

How can I ?

It's cold I reply...

In the back of my mind...

I know I'm perfect...

Afraid that if I give you my all...

You won't take it...

I know this city your from just ruins things...

Am I supposed to wait ?

Wish you could see...

Head down...

Drowning in my feelings...

I'm not perfect ...

But I feel I could give you what they can't ...

I was so strong at first...

Told you I was tough...

Man it's been a year...

I feel I've proven myself...

Am I just your friend..

Friends don't touch like this...

My mind is thinking too much for this...

Wondering if you notice...

Should I be waiting ?

Wishing I could have a sign...

Passionately you take me...

In this room , on this bed...

Flash backs fill my head...

Every sound ...

Every moan...

Your scent...

Your hands...

These pillows...

These sheets , that always seem to hit the floor...

Fucking my friend...

Falling for my friend...

Damn I became a fan...

Said that you were my friend...

I am not perfect...

But you were worth it !...

Overthinking...

You know how I do...

Thinking the city your from just ruins things...

Everybody out here doing things...

I just want you...

My girls point in other directions...

I just want you...

Other guys call me...

But I just want you...

Stressed...

Need to release it...

I told you , I just want you...

My happy place...

With you ...

More than a friend...

But I know I'll regret never saying what I should have...

I'll be reminiscing years from now on what we could have...

Reluctant to tell you how I feel..

I know this city your from just ruins things...

But ima keep fucking you still...