Apology

I owe you an apology

I was so mad at you

Anger I couldn’t really understand

But then I realized

You didn’t deserve that

You were always true to you

My anger was misplaced

I was mad at myself

For accepting you lies

Tolerating all your bullshit

Catering to your fucking insecurity

And making excuses for you

I’m so so sorry for directing that at you

I’m not angry with you

It’s not anger you deserve

The truth is…

I feel sorry for you

And I sincerely hope

That one day you find a way

To pull your head out of your ass

And deliver for those

That stand by your side