The Hesitant Heart

She’s a beautiful girl with a hesitant heart

Independent; she carries the weight of the world

No she doesn't have to, but chooses to still

When I see her, I see the end of the rainbow

She is that which is always chased but never attained

Her beauty is captivating, there is no looking away

She is all I see in this world

I have felt no pain that her touch does not heal

There is no emptiness that her soul does not fill

She is naturally chaotic, indecisive and unpredictable

Her methods contradict anything I have ever known

Yet I crave to be absorbed in her perfect storm

That unpredictably scares most, yet draws me in

In fact, the only thing I fear is the silence of her absence

The quiet after the storm is not where I belong

I desire to be weathered by her wind

No others will fully appreciate her in her total beauty

They will not have to!

She was meant for me to see

I have, do, and will always adore the girl for all that she is

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