Squares in Circle Holes

i'm broken

i want this

i also don't

not now for that matter

i'm mourning the death of someone

who isn't actually dead

i am crying out for help

i am trying to replace this

trying to fit squares into a circle hole

only you were the right shape

for now

once i let go

once i get answers

once i stop having to think

that shape will morph

that shape will be for someone else

that shape will be for him

that shape will be for my future