Rian Smith
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You never really notice until it's over how insignificant all this was as i ride by the ocean overlooking it like a god from the bridge you notice how small you really are how small we really were...
Far too often I am blinded I can't see what's right in front of me We weren't perfect But at one point it almost felt like it I know it doesn't feel like that now
i think too much i don't think enough ...am i crazy? i do things and i'm not sure why sometimes i cry my tears fall like bombs mental warfare in my cerebellum the world has ...
eyes red because i can't feel you your touch absent as an apparition eyes red because your face is starting to fade from my memory, you escape eyes red because its not you i breathe in mind so ...
i stare. a miniature waterfall falls from your eyes with each drop i see a reflection of the past. time travel is so obtainable within you. unable to capture me too. a breeze flows in from the eas...
allow yourself to feel, just this once allow yourself to cry to scream to kick and ask higher powers why? allow yourself that, at least.
i have been cheated on more times than i can count. i have heard more "i'm sorry's" than i care to remember i build walls around myself to hold in the little bit of trust i have left. the walls i...
I stare at the horizon above the clouds and wonder how far does it really go on does it stretch farther than my love? does it stretch farther then yours? i look downwards at the white clouds they ...
i drove the speed limit into the fog that's what this is like calmly wandering into what i can't see you like to think the road keeps on going on but there's always the possibility that the ro...
manipulative relationship are abuse. you may not notice until it's over. until the sand finally settles and you can see more than 5 feet in front of you for once. when you realize you've been in a ...
48 text messages 16 missed calls 32 snap chat notifications and 3 emails
i'm broken i want this i also don't not now for that matter i'm mourning the death of someone who isn't actually dead i am crying out for help i am trying to replace this trying to fit squares i...
the world is a cold place wet fingertips putting out candles dimming the light on your potential electricity fritz, our humanities circuitry has been tampered with often i feel alone 6 billion...
see, i am afraid to get attached i tie strings on to people who are blades i move too fast i sever strings with friction i move slower because i don't want this to end i move fast because the ...
it begins "how dare you attack me" our words are exchanged like knives falling from the sky words bursting in each other's faces like grenades firecrackers pop of the tip of my tongue whereas yo...
I can't believe you let it get this bad. I am mad. I am more than mad. I am a fire. I am the flames that tear down whole forests. I am a wildfire. Forests that grew for hundreds of years dismantled...
i went to take a shower and looked at my body realizing there wasn't a place you hadn't touched realizing that you'd never touch them again realizing that you were gone i tried to scrub it away i t...
I love you to the point where.. I can't sleep unless I know you're okay I love you to the point where.. that when I check horoscopes, I now check two, Pisces for me and Leo for you I love you to th...
my life is just a long instrumental no lyrics, no words, no hums nothing but the beat the metronome matches my heartbeat and the symphony crescendos and crashes just like I do when the rainfalls ...
was it an accident? when you became a part of me? when you peeled me open like a new book reading the last page first so you knew my end before you began did you read me until the end made sense?...
i want you to hear all the feelings that reside on the tip of my tongue i want you to hear them i want you to remember savagery in my face i want you to recall the fire in my eyes i want you to re...
if the lord ever happens to give me a daughter please make it later rather than sooner because i need time to adapt its hard to raise a girl when you're talented and black and if i have daughter i ...
they giggle. he places a gentle kiss on her forehead. she swoons cradled gently by his embrace. hundred year old artworks cover the room, yet the only masterpiece i see is you. portraits of little ...
time is only a figment of my imagination, with that being said a day feels like a lifetime with you. trying to decipher this feeling needs no translation. what we have here is something more th...
they say "good things come to those who wait" but what truly measures time? a day is considered forever to a second a week is considered forever to a day and a year is considered forever to a week....
a song bird, tired of singing the same old song who's wings are tired of the same winds when the horizon is no longer its muse what does it do? mid flight, the weight of the world on its wings coll...
it is now half past 2AM you stare out the window only seeing the silhouette of a street light, the lonesome face of the home across the street, and the blurred apparition of an old willow tree
i can't understand this infatuation something is obviously wrong this simply isn't meant to be yet we are trying to remain strong we are shooting for the moon yet only aiming with harpoons
"i want to..." echoes through my head at 4am said with such hope, such potential. "i want to..." said as if i were trying to stop you
my comprehension is far beyond your ability to understand the suppression of these emotions are only describable as fear, questions dipped in unbearable weight, lacking logical reason flow li...
i'm used to making myself feel like home i'm used to leaving the key under the mat so you can come & go as you please i'm used to keeping the backdoor unlocked so even when the main entrance isn'...
dear love, why don't you ever visit me. love why don't you ever stay with me, each and every guy i try only bring hate, anger, and jealousy. love...love please come visit me. i miss you like honey...
skin like melted chocolate melanin the shade of mahogany a black girls skin has never lacked monotony even when a black girl speaks its like magic flows from her lips meanwhile the essence of f...
each grain of sand in sahara sand dunes, every microscopic speckle combined, couldn't equate to my love for you.
it was like when i was with you gravity was almost obsolete just floating around in your solar system and when you broke my heart you told me it was over i fell back to earth gravity switched on...
I am lonely, much different from being alone. I am in a room full people and it is moving so fast yet I am at a standstill. I am numb. Mentally I am screaming at the top of my lungs, yet, no...
i will hold your heart and fall in love instantly. cradle it as if it were my own newborn child, and love it unconditionally i'd do anything to keep your heart mild i will keep your heart above w...
you have finally made it to 18 and nothing feels different, nothing like a dream you are on your way to bigger and better things watching everyone you know scream [insert college name] class of ...
i believed in you i believed in me i believed in us i really thought that we... never mind. no actually i'm tired of keeping quiet i'm sick of thinking "i should've said" i cannot keep quiet anymor...
you will fall for a boy and it will be the best few days, weeks, months, or years of your life. you will see the center of your world shift dramatically to him rather than yourself. you will ...
it is said that those who love the hardest hurt the most yet, if love was all it is cracked up to how does one feel pain. those who love aren't supposed to feel pain, feel like they are being pulle...
EXCUSE ME but why are my people are still falling falling like leaves more than autumn could even perceive all the black kids do is hang... WE JUST H A N G I N G !
i've always been intimidated by words such as: forever. always. never. because these are promise words. promises that were meant to be broken. "i want this to last forever" "i will always be there...
i believed in you. you gave me hope, that this could be real. you were the moon, my light in the darkest places. should've knew, that reaching for stars would only leave me lost floating around in...
WHEN I TURNED 18 you told me that i was free to do as i please and after saying that you still reminded me that if i acted up you could still beat me.
you know i loved him but i couldn't let him know so my love lurked in silence embedded in every "be safe" "sleep tight" "have a great day" "i'll be there for you"
tears stream down her face like a babbling brook whispering all the things she won't say as she texts you back saying "i'm okay"
[Intro] "The smile that she faking is tragic, hate looking at it, that magic I tried to grasp it, she's had it with the dramatics, Fantasizing love so classic, attracted to what she got up in her a...
[Whole Track] "Try my best to buy us time And you didn't even notice it No you never notice it Hard to figure out my kind When I'm focusing On you close to me"
[Intro] "Don't tell me you cried cause I know that you didn't. Don't tell me you love me, I know I'm just trippin' cause you tore down my ego, and I listened Why did I... listen?"
[Intro]
[Intro] "Long time now since I seen you smile. Long time long time now since I seen you smile. And it's been a long time, long time now since I seen you smile"
[Intro] "Somebody help me out, does anyone care? Can anyone hear me? Is there anyone there? I'm over the loneliness and I can't close my eyes without you by my side."
[Intro] "I had a dream... I had a dream I was flying over all of us. There were so many pretty people, so many pretty faces. I talked to some birds, I fell in love again, and none of this ever ende...
you showed the signs and you left the clues and i know you may not think you're important but this world will never be the same without you.
i live for the risky text messages the first time saying "i love you." then throwing your phone onto the bed waiting in agony just waiting for it to vibrate hesitating to go look at the response...
you contain the sun within you. you radiate the heat that keeps me alive. your smile shines like the stars your eyes hold more secrets than the galaxy you're beauty is universal not limited to ju...
he is the "never again" that i always find an excuse to have just one more time he is my "this is the last time" that i always want one more time he is the cold side of the pillow he is smell afte...
there are times when i can't write because i'm blinded by tears there are times when i can't write because my hands won't stop shaking so often i lose control i lose myself like leaf in the breez...
they tell me that i need to calm down that i need to breathe but how do i breathe? when my head is being held underwater how do i breathe? when the ocean is sucking me down they calmly tell me ...
i can still dream that in a perfect world this could be.
he saw it as "i'm here, you're here, we're together, everything is perfect." it was much more than that to me, he was correct because "i'm here, you're here, we're together, everything is per...
water flows from your lips hydrating me with every syllable quenching my thirst for love for hope for trust for you liquidizing every desire i had pushing it, like waves with the force of the f...
i was always stuck in the middle of an affliction between knowing i deserved more and wanting you to be what you wouldn't. "make it work, make it work" sirens through my head as i beg myself not to...
i stayed up all night thinking of you. i watched you dance around the corners of my mind, leaning against my cerebellum nonchalantly, as if every molecule of nervous tissue was yours to own, ...
i am a LOCKET, fresh out the box. new. i open up easily and the picture that rest inside my brass bedding is of us. is of you. is of me. is of whatever you want it to be.
you'd be right there, so close to me but never close enough. i couldn't reach you
i sat, on the edge of dexterity and ineptness. my heartbeat couldn't decide whether it wanted beat into an oblivion or just stop all together. my mind was split in two. i wished to be yin and yang...
you always were my favorite drug. you lifted me higher than mary jane ever could. cloud nine, just you and i. with you i was in a mental paradise, palm trees and a soft breeze only that could be ac...
you see we only perceive what the eyes can see and well, trust and believe you and me ain't the greatest visionaries. blind leading the blind and time after time we are all discombobulated , steppi...
as i got older i realized the world isn't exactly as it seemed. i thought the world was perfect. that we ourselves weren't the ones hurting it. that the world was encumbered by magic. that anythin...
Pain you can't explain Skin bubbles like champagne Drowning in the rain Soul engulfed in flames Bullet shot into your brain You feel insane You lose yourself You can't move You can't sleep You can'...
They see the way her body moves that glare in her eyes when the light hits them just right the way her teeth sparkle when she laughs and they all know she is alone. The way she struts around with ...
he once said to me i knew you wrote poetry because you were far too passionate about everything
i remembered life is beautiful and the world is so enchanting and that it still would be even if that meant you were not with me.
when the night falls and the doors close and the hush falls over the city, a wise man once told me that the attic was full of pixies. they dance the night away powdering the floor making the ro...
DECEMBER i hate you! i hate you! i hate you! how could you? how could you? how could you? i cannot believe you! you promised me! i have to leave. i'm going... NOVEMBER im nervous he doesn't look a...
sweet kiss of chaos corruption fills my universe hope becomes loss everyone is under this curse like a thief in the night leaving the town full of fright no one knows what's right please my lov...
falling apart. ineffective start. human error default. crashing down. mental meltdown. system shutdown. l o a d i n g . . . feeling of loathing spreads like a virus on my hard drive. feeling of di...
i want you to drown i want you to fall so hard for me that you become ignorant to the fact that the ground lies below your infatuation i want you to trust me no matter what i'd catch you. i fell ...
i never knew. i never knew what it was like. i never knew what it was like for someone to care so much. i never knew what it was like to have someone see you as you wished to be seen. i never knew ...
do you know? ...that feeling when you want to cry but you can't because there's people around. people at home just like your mom and sister or dad if he's still around and it wouldn't be a problem...
encumbered in the mist of a midsummers darkest hours the lights are dim, the beauty of silence lurks. our shadows bloom into a single being like the spring flowers, bonafide time to unwind with you...
